Of course you are, you #%&$@. I just want to tell you that I am thankful, with utmost sincerity. 2010 has been an epic year for me - all 365 days of it. It's been worth living, considering the amount of apeshit life has tried to feed me. On the backside of all those however, you gave me this gay thing we call "hope." And by this, I mean hope in general terms. It's not necessarily from someone or something, rather, an enlightenment through an epiphany.
Oh you God. You're a genius for using a mere mortal human being as a vessel for bringing upon enlightenment onto my world - my world because I view it this way and not Yours or anyone's for that matter - and because of that, I am now actually looking forward to the future. It now seems pretty exciting to experience.
You might be enjoying divine champagne up there in heaven, I assume? Send me some beer here!!! I'll pay forward.
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Friday, December 31, 2010
Friday, January 16, 2009
Thanks
I wasn't asking for anything, Lord.
Yesterday, when I woke up, I prayed. I simply said a thanksgiving prayer - I mean, a thank you, just for everything - everything, absolutely anything that's good or bad. It was really surprising 'cause as far as I'm concerned I haven't been into this habit for quite a while now... And yesterday morning I unconsciously made the sign of the cross and "conversed" with God.
The habit continued until today. I was like praying before and after meals, before or after every subject in school, or anything where you can insert a prayer to... Just to say thanks.
I'm not some whiny little idiot who asks for everything. I'm not great for such things - I'm not someone who deserves everything he likes. For me, a simple thanksgiving MUST suffice. It's everything for me as a mortal who's given the chance to dwell within the presence of the Almighty.
A little "thanks"
But then, He gave something I wasn't expecting and more importantly something I wasn't looking forward to. It was something where my faith and hope have abandoned.
Haha, God can rekindle any fire.
And hey God, you're one cool dude. So yeah, thanks.
Alright. Fine. I'll play your little game called "love."
Yesterday, when I woke up, I prayed. I simply said a thanksgiving prayer - I mean, a thank you, just for everything - everything, absolutely anything that's good or bad. It was really surprising 'cause as far as I'm concerned I haven't been into this habit for quite a while now... And yesterday morning I unconsciously made the sign of the cross and "conversed" with God.
The habit continued until today. I was like praying before and after meals, before or after every subject in school, or anything where you can insert a prayer to... Just to say thanks.
I'm not some whiny little idiot who asks for everything. I'm not great for such things - I'm not someone who deserves everything he likes. For me, a simple thanksgiving MUST suffice. It's everything for me as a mortal who's given the chance to dwell within the presence of the Almighty.
A little "thanks"
But then, He gave something I wasn't expecting and more importantly something I wasn't looking forward to. It was something where my faith and hope have abandoned.
Haha, God can rekindle any fire.
And hey God, you're one cool dude. So yeah, thanks.
Alright. Fine. I'll play your little game called "love."
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